I just need to fix my angry mouth. I can't even be around my family, anymore. My one brother and one sister are the only family I have that respects me and has always treated me well. Because I did the same for them? I have gone out of my way, all my life, to treat people well. Is it my fault I the majority of people in my life turned out to really be jerks? If I had the choice, I would've preferred not to be made, at all. Alone is OK. Lonely, all your life? Not OK.