Sometimes, i feel alone. And sometimes even my friends make me feel alone. I am happy most of the time, but some days just no. I hate being made fun of, and feeling worthless. since 7th grade i never felt this depressed. My best guy friend is the only one who can help me, hes been through everything and always cares about me. he has such a big heart. and i love him.
I am surrounded by more friends than ever. Having lived with someone who suffers with a mental illness and doesn't acknowledge it, has been the biggest mistake of my life. I have learned so much about communication and how important it is for people in a romantic relationship to share every thought. It's too bad that I still and will always love her because she is taking her ill parents' advice and her life will be a waste.