I'm not sure what happened today, it went from good to bad. I don't know how a day that seems so sweet can easily end up sad. I lose myself in the emotions of the deep well in my mind, mixed up with lies & truths that I can't always seem to find. I know the person I feel I am, but the person that you see, how often I asked how I fooled you, into seeing one so sweet. You say that I am happy, optimistic, maybe bright, but inside me I am dying, I only hang on to the light.