I dont get really strong feelings for just anyone. im not putting anyone on a pedistol, youve just simply made me feel a way others havent. My 1 downfall is when I know im completely & effortlessly falling for someone, my walls go up & I start to push them away. Because falling that hard for someone/being so scared can mentally & emotionally mess you up. Call it a defense mechanism. It never turns out as well in the end, because everyone ends up leaving or feelings were never mutual.