You might just be father of the year if you haven't seen your kid in 2 years, are in town because you are forced to be because you are a piece of crap who can't pay for said child, and yet you refuse to acknowledge said child or see her. Congratulations on having flesh and blood who wants nothing to do with you. You have made this bed. I don't hate you, I pity you. Pity you because you will soon have no one.
I'm sorry you're so pathetic that you don't know how pathetic you really are.