Pg. 111 "Everyone in the crew had a specific job..." This relates to the part in the book where Wes had first entered the drug dealing game. There were many different roles. Wes thought that some positions were worse than others. Wes was only the look out he didn't actually get to see the drugs. So he thought what he was doing wasn't that bad. Little did he know every little part is considered the worst. Wes could still get locked up then, he just wouldn't be charged as badly as others.
In the end, Paul gets way too high on too many drugs and almost dies. In the midst of his overdose, he realizes that he actually isn't depressed and he is glad to be alive.
People in my family need to remember this. If someone is determined to ruin there life we have no control!