It's only been a couple days, and not talking to you is starting to depress me. Honestly upsets me. And I know I deserve it and far worse, and you probably don't even want to talk to me anymore, but I just wanted to tell you that I miss you. I miss your presence in my life. And I know it's all my fault and I hate myself for it.
Looking back on that day we met, neither of us could have known it would turn into this. I can't imagine how my life would be had I made one decision differently and not talked to you that day. I'm so thankful that you walked into my life that day and I'm lucky and blessed that I was paying attention when you did. I love you so much❤️