You’ll be fine. Feeling unsure and lost is part of your path. Don’t avoid it. See what those feelings are showing you and use it. Take a deep breath. You’ll be okay. Even if you don’t feel okay all the time. - Louis C.K.
My bestest friend & my motto about people. If you choose to ignore what someone is saying & doing that is showing you how they feel about you, likely very clearly, that's your prerogative; however, you don't get to be mad at them later when YOU finally realize they've meant what they've been saying/doing all along. Be smarter & have more self respect than that!