Anhedonia. But I am supposed to look for positive things to do in my life to change my life. How do you do that when you are dead inside already?
The only thing I look forward to is going back to bed at night. I don't have anything to look forward to. I have no purpose. I can't find happiness. People may think I'm happy, that I'm fine, but I'm not, I'm just good at pretending.
Lo he hecho desde hace 4 años y medio
Truth....it's like you're feeling everything all at once, but so numb at the same time :-/