I'm at a complete loss. I broke up with you, realized the mistake, changed, fixed myself and am trying my utmost hardest to stay with you; you can't lift a finger to ensure my safety, and come up with excuses as to why you can't help me in an emergency. That is unbelievably wrong, and shows me that I am nothing to you, and that all the care you "had" is absolutely all gone. You aren't making effort, so this is where I cut off mine. Thanks for the learning experience.